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1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Movie:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent.
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

Okay. So I got a B in Macroecon. I guess I just don't have luck on my side. He only bases the grade on 3 exams: 2 longtests and the final. I missed one long exam when I went home for my brother's funeral, and he wouldn't let me make it up, ang policy niya kasi, if you miss one, the average of the other two will be the score of the missed exam. So, goodluck. Pressure. Hmph.

Whee. Last final ko na tomorrow.
I have already moved out of my dorm room ( though I haven't checked out yet.)
I have nice Filipino friends to move in with, temporarily.
The days are getting warmer (FINALLY.) Well, actually, too hot for me. Nasusunog na yung balat ko, well, it feels like it.
I am getting fat. At least I know I don't starve.
I am in the waiting list of my Organic Chem class for the fall, but we only need five more people to start a new section.
I am already enrolled for my Summer Class, though hindi pa ako nagbabayad. Hahaha.
I feel deserving of a break ang make this entry since I was a good student, and studied Econ studiously.
I see a lot of bunny rabbits (both young and old), squirrels, birds and unfortunately, bugs.
I am going to see a movie tomorrow as a celebration of my finals being over, (for this semester at least).
I am going to buy myself a cute necklace, for no reason at all.
I am getting better at controlling the words that come out of my mouth. (I am a bad person now. I curse.) :(
My arms are big, but, at least I am able to carry my "heavy" bag, which everyone always always notices.
I am going to New Jersey on May 20th until June 1st to visit my cousin.
I am a responsible, little kid.
I am tried for a good reason.
Yawn.

1. Who were you with Saturday night?
last night?
~ Arvin, Janet, Irish, Kean, Ferj, Jason, Andrew.

2. What woke you up this morning?
~ Bad breath XD

3. Where are you?
~ on "my" bed.

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
~ Who knows?

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
~ Yes.

6. When's the last time you cried?
~ This morning.

7. What were you doing at 10 last
night?
~ watching Shrek2!

8. Are you pissed off at anyone right
now?
~ Myself.

9. Was today a good day?
~ So so.

10. What were you doing at midnight?
~ Studying.

11. Ever thrown up from a roller
coaster or an amusement park?
~ Nope.

12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
~ I am not ready for my Logic Final.

13. Would you take a bullet for
anyone?
~ Yes.

14. Where would you like to live?
~ Philippines.

15. What kind of home would you like?
~ A small one.

16. What do you want to be when you
grow up?
~ I just want to grow up!

17. Where do you see yourself in 5
years?
~ in debt.

18. Who is your number one on
friendster?
~ No one.

19. Who is your number two?
~ No one.

20. What is the longest you have gone?
~ All the way home.

21. Who was the last person that left
you a comment?
~ Therese.

22. Are you friends with this person?
~ No.

23. How often do you log in to
facebook?
~ Not very often.

24. What do you like to do in the car?
~ sit down.

25. Do you like candy necklaces?
~ candy necklaces? YES!

26. When was the last time you fell
over or ran into something?
~ 3 hours ago.

27. Do you listen to music every day?
~ not really.

28. Do you still go trick or treating?
~ Meh.

29. What was the last thing you ate?
~ Coffee cake.

30. Is it the weekend?
~ Yis.

31. What are you doing tonight?
~ Study.

32. Whats your favorite soda?
~ Mountain Dew.

33. Ever moved?
~ A lot.

34. Favorite sport to watch?
~ Uhm. Gymnastics?

35. What do you want to do right now?
~ study.

36. Are you listening to music right
now?
~ nope.

37. Do you like summer break or
Christmas break better?
~ Christmas!

38. What was the last movie you
watched?
~ Shrek 2!

39. Whats the next movie you want to
see?
~ Hot Fuzz? Shrek 3.

40. Best place to eat?
~ My house.

41. What time is it?
~ 8:04PM

42. What is your pet peeve?
~ nothing.

43. What song makes you cry?
~ nothing.

44. What song makes you happy?
~ The ones I can dance to.

45. What do you like to listen to
before you go to bed?
~ monsters under my bed.

46. What does your cd player have in
it?
~ I don't know.

47. If you were a crayon what color
would you be?
~ Green!

48. What makes you happy?
~ Everything.

50. If you could go anywhere in the
world, where would you go?
~Where the hell is 49? I would go to Bermuda Triangle!

Grabe. Feeling ko wala ng saysay ang buhay ko. Wala akong friends. Yung friends na pwede kong kausapin kahit kelan ko gusto, kahit anong gusto kong pagusapan, kahit gaano katagal. Yung hindi ko na kelangan pa umupo sa harap ng laptop ko at maghintay ng kung sino ang mag oonline. Tae.

Madalas naiinggit ako kasi magkakasama parin yung high school friends, well, mostly. Pero, oo, makakahanap ka naman ng friends everywhere. Alam ko yun. And, dahil 3 buwan pa lang ako dito, onti pa lang ang friends ko at nabubuo pa lang ang bonds. Pero, WAHHH, I am very impatient. HUMPH.

On a brighter note, No friends means more time for studies. WOW. Brighter nga. Ang saya talaga nun o! Maghapon at magdamag kang nagaaral. Siguro kaya baka wala akong friends kasi hindi ako lumalabas ng room. HAHAHAHA. OKAY. Ang bitter ko.

MISS KO NA LAHAT NG TAO, Hindi kasi tao ang mga Amerikano, kaya miss ko na lahat ng Pinoy. Well, hindi naman siguro lahat, OA naman yun. Yung Pisay friends and UP friends, alam kong onti lang ang friends ko, dahil masiyado kaming magkadikit ni Lloyd, dapat Friends ang inuuna. Girlfriends? Boyfriends? GIRLFRIENDS! (Miss ko na si Mariel at si Candice. Lalo ka na Candice, Magonline ka naman. PALAGI ka na lang I am on SMS. Sawa na yung YM mo sa stat na yun, palitan mo na.)

Miss ko na ang Mg. At ang Charm. AT and Ilang. Kapag nakakakita ako ng group pics na inexistent ako, sobrang nalulungkot ako. Ang saya niyo kasing tignan. Tapos, ako, ang pictures ko, solo. GAHHHHH. Ayoko ng magpicture. Nalulungkot ako. Well, Once a week na lang. Once a day. Once a day.

Miss ko na ang times na magccut ng klase para manood ng sine (Sana hindi ito binabasa ng nanay at tatay ko) o kaya magdota. Miss ko na si Franz, grabe, wala akong julalay. hahahaha. joke. Miss ko na si Hero, kahit lagi niya akong inaaway at iritang irita ako sa kanya. Miss ko na din si Chavez, Jeff, Micky at kung sino sino pa na hindi ako pinapatay kapag nagdodota kami.

Miss ko na si JANEPUSSY. Alam kong lagi lang naman tayong naghahampasan, pero miss na miss na kita. Ikaw ang pinakababae kong kaibigan. Mahal na mahal kita Janepussy.

Miss ko na si Joy. Kasi cute siya. At natutuwa ako sa kanya. At napakainosente niya. At miss ko na siya talaga. Naiiyak na ako, isip kasi ng isip.

Miss ko na din si Milan. SI MILAN MISS NA MISS KO NA. Miss ko na ang aming kaweirdohan. Alam kong weird naman ako sa lahat ng tao, pero kay Milan ako pinakaweirdo. HAYYYY. Miss ko na si Milan.

Miss ko na si Jami. HUHUHU. Si Jami pinakamasarap kausap sa buong mundo. Miss na miss ko na siya.

Miss ko na si Lloyd. Siya lang naman kasi ang kasama ko for more than a whole year. Kaya pareho kaming walang friends masiyado. Hahaha. Miss na kita lloyd.

Grabe, kung ieenumerate ko lahat ng tao na miss ko, hindi na ako makakatulog. Kaso, uminom na ako ng gatas. Kaya medyo antok na ako. ZZZZZ.

At, hindi lang din pala mga tao ang miss ko.

Miss ko na ang Sunny or Rainy na weather. Nakakairita dito. Isang araw masunog sunog yung balat ko sa sobrang init, the next day MAGSSNOW! WOW. Good luck na lang sa akin kung hindi ako magkasakit dito. HOMAYGAAAD.

Miss ko na ang UKAYUKAY. OKAY? Well, More of Tiangge girl pala ako. MISS KO NA ANG TIANGGE. Ang mahal ng mga bagay dito. Nakakairita. BLEH.

Miss ko na din ang Jeep. Yung kahit saan ko gusto pumunta makakapunta ako. Hindi ko kelangan ng Kotse. Kelangan ko lang ng singkwenta pesos solb na ako.

Miss ko na ang SM.  Robinson's. Sta. Lucia. Yan naman kasi ang malapit sa school or sa bahay. Miss ko na ang bonding moments namin ng kapatid kong si Rikah pag pauwi kami galing school. Madalas kaming magwindow shopping, dahil pareho kaming walang pera. Well, minsan, siya meron, pero ako PALAGING WALA. WOW.

Ah, ewan. Magaaral na ako ulit. I mean, matutulog na pala ako. ZZZZ.

Napaka dominating ko talaga.
Note: Low tech yung cam ko, bright pink talaga yung nails namin, hindi orange.

As requested by killjoyed

XD

I was browsing eskwela.com earlier, and I came by Howell Yao's account. He never really checked it, but still, I suddenly missed him. We weren't the best of friends, but we did share quite a few laughs together. Note: Howell Yao is the UP student who died because their house burned, together with his mom and brother last December, 2006. His dad is the only one who survived, because his dad was at work.

So, I checked my brother's friendster account.

And one person posted a week after his death. He was mainly talking about RAN and how they should still play, and I don't know if he already knows that my brother isn't here anymore.. And, one girl posted, too. But the testimonial was blank. So I checked the girl's profile, and she had a lot of graduation pictures posted. And, I suddenly got sad because, my brother never got the happy feeling of graduating and feeling cool because you are already going to be in high school in two months.

And, I suddenly, felt horrible again. I have never accepted my brother's death still. I've only cried a few times. And I just always think that he is in his room and when I come home, he would surprise me, and laugh that he fooled me. All of them fooled me. That he is alive. And I can still play games with him. And carry me, as if he's way older than I am. And give me hints on the new games I've never played before, together with my younger sisters. Or tease me that no one ever gets to spell my name right on the first try or how small I am or I'll never get to scold him because he can easily toss me to a corner (well, not really, but in a few years I guess).

sigh.

nawala lang ako sa mood magpost sa lj. but, there have been a lot of major moments in my life the past, what, two months?

culture shock, hmmm, one of the guys here in my dorm asked me out, and i said yes, because i thought he's cute and nice. and he is those things.

so, we went out on a date last wednesday, and we've been hanging out more. and now, he's my boyfriend. other people refer to him as my boyfriend. and i guess, his friends refer to me as his girlfriend.

wala lang. ibang iba kasi from pinas. sobrang shocked ako. kasi diba, pag bf mo yung isang tao, ibig sabihin mahal niyo na yung isa't isa? well, para sa kin ganun pa din eh. nashock lang talaga ako.

so, inexplain niya sa kin na if you've dated once or twice, OR people see you together a lot OR if you already had an agreement that you're not dating other people, then, yes, mag jowa na nga kayo.

MEH!

You Are 57% Burned Out

You're fairly burned out, and it shows. You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately. If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important. You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you.

hay. sobrang daming ginagawa. i am so depressed.